|This is the end, beautiful friend, this is the end
||[Sep. 8th, 2007|01:00 am]
|||||"The End" - The Doors...in my head||]|
Don and I broke up. He'd been seeing other girls behind my back, supposedly. What a coward. I knew from the beginning this would happen but I decided to follow for heart instead of my head for once. What we had was definitely fun, so I hold no ounce of regret. Luckily my heart isn't broken, just fractured and bleeding. I already miss him so much and it completely hurts because I still care about him. Time will heal this. And hopefully someone better will come along. Hopefully one day he'll realize what/who he lost.
The time that we hung out before we ended things, The Doors were playing in the background. "The End" came on. As the lyrics "This is the end, beautiful friend, this is the end, my only friend" spoke softly through the speakers, it hit me in the deepest pit of my stomach because I knew it was the end. Holding his body through the rest of the song, dread filled mine as I knew it was only a matter of time before we wouldn't be looking into each other's eyes for too much longer.